小心！有朱方园出没！

小学二年级的时候，

妈妈给我买了一本《现代汉语词典》，

对于当时只看得懂《大灰狼》之类儿童读物的我来说，

这本字典无疑是本巨著了。

就在那个时候，

我开始为我未来儿子的名字作打算了。

只要翻到哪个字有很好的涵义，

我就会折个角，

以后等我儿子出生，

就可以从中挑选好名字了。

 

这个习惯我一直坚持到高一暑假，

那时词典上做过标记的字差不多能够我生几十打儿子了。

但有句俗语很准地应验在了我身上：

人算不如天算。

我很傻很天真地以为把词典留在教室的课桌里一个礼拜是非常安全的事，

可即使我们学校不是霍格沃兹，

但它竟也会把我近十年积淀的词典变没了。

 

当时我脑海中闪现的景象是：

邪恶的人们将我的儿子硬生生的从我怀抱中抢走了，

从此我就成了一个社会不稳定分子，

披头散发，总是抱着一个洋娃娃做轻抚状嘴里还喃喃自语。

 

反正我当时的痛苦不亚于被割舍了亲身骨肉，

但我的词典却是真的一去不复回了。

好在我并未精神失常，

只不过取名字的水准一落千丈。

仅在偶尔来了兴致了才稍露一手，

可也总以被鄙视而告终。

 

今天和虹虹呆在一块，

她男朋友姓庄，

虽然不确定她以后的老公会不会是这厮，

不过我还是闲得没事干地给她以后的孩子取名。

 

“庄模作样”。

不过如此。

“庄腔作势”。

有点意思。

“庄疯卖傻”。

我被揍了。

明明是一部说出来都不好意思的美国青春励志偶像剧，

却让我不由自主的深深迷恋，

每天晚上回来都必须看一集，

看似平常的情节能够让我看得泪流满面，

或许是我现在和里面的人物一样是一群迷茫着长大的孩子，

因为无法辨清方向，

让生活的潮流带着我前进，

而不忘努力地划着桨。

I don't need to be anything other than a prison guard's son
I don't need to be anything other than a specialist's son
I don't have to be anyone other than a birth of two souls in one
Part of where I'm going is knowing where I'm coming from
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I'm surrounded by liars everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by imposters everywhere I turn
I'm surrounded by a deadly crisis everywhere I turn
Am I the only one to notice
I can't be the only one who's learned
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think about me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta do
Or who I'm supposed to be

I don't want to be anything other than me
Can I have everyone's attention please
See not like this and that
You're gonna have to leave
I came from the mountain the crust of creation
My whole situation made from clay dust stone
And now I'm telling everybody
I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately
All I have to do is think of me and I have peace of mind
I'm tired of looking 'round rooms wondering what I gotta to do
Or who I'm supposed to be
I don't want to be anything other than me
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be
I don't wanna be

I don't want to be anything other than me

喜欢上一样东西，

让别人难以理解的缘由。

这段时间，

就由它来陪伴，

直到不再需要。

 

There is a tide in the affairs of men, which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune. Omitted, all the voyage of their life is bound in shallows and miseries. On such a full sea are we now afloat. And we must take the current when it serves, or lose the ventures. (William Shakespeare, Julius Caesar)

Do not let your fire go out, spark by irreplaceable spark, in the hopeless swamps of the approximate, the not-quite, the not-yet, the not-at-all. Do not let the hero in your soul perish in lonely frustration for the life you deserved, but have never been able to reach. Check your road and the nature of your battle. The world you desired can be won. It exists, it is real, it is possible, it is yours. (Ayn Rand, Atlas Shrugged)

十点钟从学校出发前往美术馆。

走出人民广场地铁站，发现肚子已经饿了。

于是决定先吃午饭再去看展览。

据说百汇轩点完菜肴等很久才能端上桌，

就先去了福州路买了本m·style,可以在饭前翻翻。

百汇轩在第一百货商店六楼，中午的点心打对折。

点了一份虾皇饺，一份豉汁排骨还有香芒布丁，打折下来正好20块。

吃得十分满足，精神饱满地去看双年展。

人狂多，这有点出乎我意料，想不是周四么，怎么还会有那么多和我一样闲着没事干的人。

要命的是竟然看到了杨二车娜姆，活的，这感觉就跟看到贞子从电视机里头爬出来一样。

更可怕的是她还冲着我笑，大热天的我立马感到冰冷彻骨，虽说美术馆的空调是开的有点低。

展出的东西主要分四块，平面的，立体的，影视的和互动的。

平面的不是很吃香，因为东西太多，淹没在了其他新奇的事物中；

立体的基本上成了大家坳造型的陪衬，有牛人模仿那些展物摆出的造型甚至比展物本身更具观赏性；

影视的大多被打入冷宫，我还看到有放映三峡好人的，真是嘎萨闹猛；

互动的就比较受欢迎，大家挤在一块玩，谁也不让谁，拼命玩，好像这辈子没玩过这么好玩的东西一样。

逛了一会儿觉得好困啊，想睡觉了。

正好两点钟有个讲座，便在那边边听边睡。

听完讲座，馆里的人更多了，没法好好拍照了，也没法认真思考了，索性不看了。

出来后去华盛街逛了会儿，买了一只小羊的毛绒玩具，开价58元，我以25块拿下，自己感叹下还价本事一流。

乘地铁到中山公园，尝试了下那里的自选寿司，味道不错。

五点多回到寝室。

今个儿收获还是挺多的，可以慢慢整理下拍的照片。

难得有机会做这座快城中闲适享受的慢客。